Underneath the Stars.

Friday, March 20, 2009

9:42 PM

i was on facebook, and i just saw this awesome picture of my batch, and it struck me just how awesome you guys are and when someone's down, the whole batch just goes emo and when there's sunshine, it's just really really bright. you light up my life, batch '11. let it rock! 3>

7:55 PM

okay, firstly thanks everyone for the awesome birthday wishes and presents. haha though i was referred to as the "ditz" and the "retard" in some of the messages, really i was very very happy afterwards. :D
hmm tues was pretty awesome, i got to slack off work and sleep on a chair for a while(i think no one's butt touched it yet okay) in the needlework room while my om team slogged and drew sheep and sewed. <3 haha okay i know i couldn't really finish all the food i ordered, cos y'all said you would treat me.
what i ordered:
-3 pcs KFC chicken
-ice lemon tea
-cheese fries
-honey bubble tea:)
-mashed potato
-coleslaw

haha i had an insanely great time with you guys over lunch(while i was consuming my chicken).
We were talking about Thousand Island salad dressings and i just ate my chicken cos i don't really like Thousand Island.
(In the midst of the discussion)Chanel(sadly): I've never eaten there before, is it nice?
Omg she thought it was a restaurant, or worse still, an island. HAHAHA i nearly choked on my chicken. then a long while after we laughed like crazy Marie suddenly said: so, what's Thousand Island, a sauce or a place?
oh man she looked genuinely confused and worried. XD
then marie started telling us about how her principal in her primary school always made them sing a song(and it had actions)
"If I were a durian seed, (crawls into a ball)
when i grow up what would i be? (moves hands up in wave-like motion and straightens back)
Would i be a durian tree,
Or a forest of durian trees?"
hahaha you guys really make me laugh. <3

Thank you for the dolphin, Nicolette. :) haha although it got caressed by dunno how many people. man i have glitter all over me, but it's really pretty. and weiling is worse off than me. like while she was painting, we told her that her hair was messy, and she left this white streak on her hair when she retied it. :D

someone really close to me once said: "friendship is the allay of our sorrows, the ease of our passions, the discharge of our oppresions, the sanctuary to our calamities, the clarity of our minds. " how very, very true.
choir today made me feel at peace with the world. just making that music and knowing that we made it together gives me a sense of satisfaction. and though i changed parts for ave, i realized that it doesn't really matter, cos it just feels great to be singing in sop two again. <3 and knowing that we're this coolest, special section who gives harmony and provides support for the melody and contributes to the most beautiful music ever. <3 duh i love sop one too. <3 and um okay fine the altos. <3 wait isn't that already the whole choir!

thank you, rgs choir.

Monday, March 16, 2009

8:31 PM

Rgschoir'11, you guys are awesome man, thanks so much for giving me the donnie yen bear. <3 haha i'm really touched kay although i kinda knew before that! HAHA anyway, yupp i'm really sorry i started crying while y'all were singing happy birthday okay i really couldn't help it. it's just so touching that y'all went out and got a bear for me and called it what, donnie? (: and yeah it's really cute i was very happy and proud as i walked home carrying it today. (although i think a lot of people thought i was retarded or smth and i knocked a few people accidentally with the box and got a few glares) and thanks a lot i'm very glad you all didn't get my bear boxers or something (hah cos loo stuffed it too much)

Omg i just realized that Varsha has the same birthday as my bear, cos Loo, S, Chu and Kim got it on the day they went out to get Varsha's present.

And oi you all very bad leh, you're supposed to support me as my om team right? what, order macs then never order for me and throw all the chilli packets at me some more. hey but i'm quite interested la, as in how did y'all get so many? Haha Amirah said i could keep them as investments and reap a lot of money, but yeah i don't think it's true. anyway. then i had to go and find my own food. I went to look for cup noodles then there was this sign that said "do not press cup noodles, out of order" and i was really pissed and thinking "then display there for what?" And i really felt like kicking the machine but there were a lot of sec ones around. Then after i managed to buy rice i went to get a drink and i pressed green tea on the vending machine but out fell lemon barley. ): then i went back to the foyer to eat with them and i discovered the remaining fries were gone. then i sat down unhappily to eat then got scolded by Ankita who told me to drink faster. HAHA at least they sang me this retarded birthday song that was more of a rap with my name and happy birthday all mixed up. (:

Monday, March 9, 2009

2:34 PM

06/03/09--
Founder's day was truly amazing. I mean, i didn't expect to it to be so wow and everything. omg i really loved the spotlights, esp the way they automate themselves and turn around 360 degrees while changing colours. HAHA so cool. And it was quite exciting preparing for it la, just that it was damn hot out on the amphitheatre. (: yeah then after the concert someone got me like really emo, and i started thinking of last year and how fast time really passes and how i actually managed to tell myself last year like "haha i'm only sec one man still got long long way to go!" Then i'm struck with the sudden realization that i'm alr what, sec 2, and no longer the small sec ones who are so cute and cheerful cos they're still majorly blur, and i'm starting to grow up and there will come a time when i'll no longer be in rgs choir. then a lot of my past mistakes struck me as being foolish and like wth, couldn't i have seen it sooner? then chia, loo, sabrina and me emoed outside draycott gate and sang. which was pretty retarded actually cos a lot of people were there waiting for their parents then we disrupted their peace. So, the tears just started flowing and yupp we emoed till my dad came. Then we attempted to be happy by making this stupid joke about telling our parents there were onions!! at Founder's Day which is why we were crying and had red, swollen eyes. And it was so weird cause i was very happy. so maybe i was crying tears of joy. but hey thank you my dearest batch i'm really very touched by y'all so yeah thanks really a lot a lot i really love you all a lot i really do okay, so people who are emo, cheer up, cos a little emoness brings everyone down and a little happiness brings everyone up so happy people continue to be happy okay. i'm like trying to achieve a balance between emo and happy for all of us. and i'm not really on either side so i'll um just stand in the middle and watch y'all. but camwhoring with the choir really made me very happy. i want to do that every day. i mean, to camwhore and be happy.

and sat was pretty great as well, just that i wished the thing didn't have to happen, but since it already did, never mind, let's try and get over it yeah. yupp and sorry we didn't see it coming we'll buck up for Singapore finals, yeah? Caitlan the wise said something like "when the going gets tough, the tough get going."

I really love Gavin DeGraw's voice, it's so soulful, though just a bit rough.

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy.
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath
Truly madly deeply do..
I will be strong
I will be faithful '
Cos I'm counting on a new beginning. A reason for living. A deeper meaning.
I love you more with every breath, truly, madly, deeply do.

Thank you, rgs choir. <3